Getting my Guru's Blessing April 12,2015

 I had the privilege of getting to know and connecting with Shri Bhairavan or Guruswamy as we

All call him. Swami connected me to him in my dream in the year 2010 thru a very rigorous process 

To make sure he was the one for me. Since then I have the almost respect and love for him.

Guruswamy is one who escorts the devotees to a unfamiliar surroundings as he has the experience 

Of moving about in and around the hills. He has led devotees to sabrimalai as a Guruswamy for more than 55years and apart from the annual festivities he also goes to the hills as and when devotees ask of him. It is very hard to find him at home( the brick walls). His home is the hills of sabrimalai where is 

Lord is seated regally on a Tiger. One has to be apt to get such title and he certainly deserves such a

Honor.

On April12,2015 I went to seek his blessings as I was going to undertake the walk around the scared hills " Arunachala". With the guru's grace one is protected by all outside elements and is protected

Similar to a armor.

Guruswamy suggested prior to start walking around arunachala hills one must bathe( feel fresh) even if you had already taken a bath before leaving home,one must after that light a camphor at the doorway

To the temple,look at the top most part then prostrate to the mountain then start the trip.

I had mentioned to him my trip was coming to the end and soon will be returning back to my so

Called home. He became very emotional and said" you must call me every 15 days or the maximum

Once a month" and I saw the tears rolling and I immediately got down from the chair and touched his feet and said"

I am all what I am only because of you and think of you at all times and started to massage his thighs

Down to his feet."

He said" stop my heart cannot take it anymore" I have never come across a student or devotee like

You.and wish that I see you at all times I want my devotee to be happy and healthy that is what makes me happy. How can I sleep at night when my child is in pain( student,devotee). I don't want mere words or money once in a while. I want the student to melt in the guru's presence and I know that you have given me your heart.

He wanted his grand children to do namaskaram (prostration) to  me  and said "guru how can 

Accept when you are here in front of me."Guruswamy said"You don't know who you are, I know in 

A few years you are going to have disciples under your feet and even I would do namaskaram 

To you.and glad that had a chance to meet someone like you"

IT WAS THE MOST HEART WRENCHING MOMENT TO BE ONE WITH THE MASTER AND WILL

NOT TRADE ANYTHING FOR THAT. We both cried in happiness that have found each other in this lifetime.

No amount of namaskaram is enough for my guru not even a million,wish I can do a lot more for him

I wanted place him in a better accomdation and he refused. When one is in comfort he doesn't think

Of the lord but when one is in pain or discomfort he will always think of the lord. He said" I always want to think of the lord". So I am fine where I am.

Dr. P.V Shankar had told me that it was my obligation in taking care of his well being and to tend to all his needs not only monetary responsibility. Dr.Shankar is a Ardent devotee of Shri Satya Sai Baba for 

Nearly four decades, and I have the almost respect for his words.

I HOPE I AM UNITED WITH MY MASTER AND MY GURU IN MY NEXT LIFE AS WELL.

OM Sri Sai Ram